that movie is awesome lol... but anyway, the real purpose of this journal!!

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say To People
1. I dont care if you want to or not. just fucking do it.
2. I dont like you.
3. Please just leave me alone so i can cry...
4. I highly recommend that NO ONE date anyone they meet in band. dont date within the band!!!
5. Piss off!
6. You arent everything you think you are, so just shut up.
7. No. Youre wrong.
8. Please respect my opinion.. its my opinion, it cant be wrong.
9. Just accept me for ME! I didnt choose for my life to be like this, so stop calling me an abomination! Stop telling me im sick! I dont have a disease. I didnt choose to be like this. I CHOSE not to hide who i truely am. If you cant accept that, then I wont accept you.
10. I just wanna be normal

Nine Things About Myself
1. I am the biggest geek ever.
2. I am very boyish.
3. I am gay.
4. I love horses!
5. I love to draw
6. The piano is my favorite instrument... i consider it a way for me to stay connected with my grandmother..
7. My parents are very old.
8. My sisters and brother are old enough to be my parents.
9. My favorite movie ever is The Illusionist.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart
1. Like the same music that i do.
2. Like the same activities.
3. Understand mymsarcastic humor.
4. Accept my geekiness.
5. Have a good sense of humor.
6. Be intelligent.
7. Dont try to act cool around me ever, just be yourself.
8. Show me you love me every day.


Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot
1. What time is it?
2. What am I gunna do with the rest of my life?
3. Am I EVER gunna get out of here!
4. My grandmother.
5. Kimber.
6. Ideas for art.
7. UGH

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep
1. Finish my homework.
2. Set my phone alarm(s).
3. Turn my phone volume all the way up.
4. Chance into sleeping clothes.
5. Brush my teeth.
6. Turn off my light.

Five Places I Want To Visit
1. IRELAND
2. Australia
3. Spain
4. China
5. Sweden

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now
1. Too-big Harlan Days shirt
2. Favorite jeans
3. Socks
4. Bracelets

Three Bands That I Listen To Often
1. Avril Lavigne
2. P!nk
3. Rhianna

Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die
1. Own a Gypsy Vanner
2. Sky diving

One Confession
1. My 'tough-guy' appearance is only a facade... in reality, im scared...